Thursday, October 29, 2009

Spain again

How could I stay away for long? In 2008, I visited Spain again. Barcelona, this time, with a crazy overnight train trip to Granada thrown in for good measure (I realised too late how expensive it would be).



Gaudi

Of course I knew that Barcelona was the capital of Gaudi, but I hadn't realised the extent of his contributions to the city, and his sheer genius.

Loved the crazy "dragon slayer" motif of Casa Batllo, with its crazily fluid-looking interiors. Note the roof which allegedly looks like the back of a dragon, and the white external pillar, which might be the lance which slayed the dragon? And the supposed skull and crossbones on the front of the building.

The interiors are supposed to remind one of being underwater, and it certainly succeeded. This was the first Gaudi work I visited, and I left suitably impressed.







Down the road was Casa Mille, which looks like a quarry, hence its nickname La Pedrera - it was built for some rich man, and its crowning glory, literally, is the strange structures on its rooftop, which remind one of soldier's helmets, a pattern that I would see again later. I spent over an hour walking up and down the steps on this roof, and the sculptures never looked the same twice!

Took a long uphill walk to Parc Guell too, famous for its twisty park benches, which I think I first saw in the film The Spanish Apartment. It takes a strange mind to conceive of such forms, and to build a real-life Hansel & Gretel "edible cottage"! I wondered if there was a limit to this man's creations.




But I had yet to see Gaudi's masterpiece, the Sagrada Familia ... I hadn't realised how unfinished it was, and when I first went in, I was disappointed that I had just paid 8 Euros to get into a construction site! But as I looked around, I realised that it was a beautiful work in progress ... with very organic pillars (meant to look like trees), and corkscrew spiral stairs that looked like snail shells and were scary enough to strike fear into anyone who dared to look down into the void! A walk up to the spires was vertigo-inducing, and the cold winds which blew through the openings in the spires made the experience unforgettable.



It is said that the true magnificence of the Sagrada Familia is in its exterior, so I went out to take in that strange frontage that looked from afar like a giant just dripped melted wax all over it ... and it looked almost like something macabre, out of a horror movie. But as I gazed at it, my jaw dropped as I realised that it was full of sculptures, in fully classical style! They showed the birth of Jesus, his early life (when King Herod ordered the slaying of the babies), and the finding in the temple.

It was at this moment that I accepted, without reservation, Gaudi's genius.



The other side of the church has thoroughly modern sculptures of Christ's Passion, and while done in Gaudi's style (note the soldiers' helmets that are similar to those on top of La Pedrera), this was the work of his followers as he died before he got around to completing this facade.

Eight spires now stand, and the finished product is supposed to have 12 spires (one for each apostle), with one even bigger central spire. It will be a monstrosity, but if they finish it in my lifetime, I will definitely return to Barcelona to see it.



Montserrat

The serrated mountain ... a short train ride from Barcelona, and home to a black statue of Mary and Jesus (I didn't know that!). The monastery there is also home to the oldest boys' choir in the world, the Escolania, whom I had the pleasure of hearing at noon that day. I then went on a crazy hike to the summit of the mountain, St Jerome's peak, and literally had to run back to the monastery to make sure that I caught the last cable car back down! Why do I do things like that to stress myself while on holiday?




Granada

It captures the imagination. The Alhambra of Granada. The Moor's Last Sigh. The story goes that when he was turned out of the city by invaders, he looked back at his magnificent palace one last time and cried. His mother (coldly) said to him, "Weep not like a woman over what you could not defend like a man." Apocryphal or not, I wanted to see the palace that would do that to a man, and decided that I would take an overnight train to Granada, since I missed this the last time I was in Spain. Hadn't realised how much the first class cabin would cost ... but oh boy ... the sight was worth it!





No wonder Washington Irving stayed here and waxed lyrical about the place. Courtyards, intricate geometrical designs, the apogee of Arabic culture. Images of 1001 Arabian nights abound.



Back in the city of Granada, I was pleasantly surprised to find that its cathedral was gorgeous, which is saying something given the number of European cathedrals I have seen in my lifetime!



Picasso

On my last day in Barcelona, I ate at 4 Cats, a restaurant said to have been frequented by Picasso in his day. What an artsy city. At the Picasso Museum, I also saw many of his early works. Believe it or not? He used to draw and paint normal (!) looking people and objects, and he was pretty good!

The city is also home to The Cathedral of the Sea ... an austere looking cathedral about which a bestselling book has been written ... I have bought it, but have yet to read it. Soon, soon.

Hopefully I will return to Spain. Soon.







Monday, December 8, 2008

Mission Accomplished

My Second First Marathon

So, after last year's abortive attempt at my first marathon (see 2007's final blog entry), and despite all those resolutions never to do something so crazy again, here I was again this year, at the start line, attempting again to complete my first marathon.

Once again, I had the new shoes, new music in my player, and even two new additions (first-timer marathoners) to the gang of insane friends who would start the race with me.


The Road Travelled
The road that got me here wasn't easy ... I had a terrible cough in the mdidle of the year, lasting some 70 plus days, which took me out of commission from running for many weeks. It even gave me what was either a cracked rib or a torn rib-cage muscle - never got that checked out, so I never knew what it was, except that it hurt like crazy.

Then two months before the marathon, I fell while walking downstairs (heading for a training run) and sprained my ankle! I got torture-massaged by a Chinese sinseh and had my ankle wrapped up in gross black gunk, and did not run for 10 days. I tried all sorts of remedies, including an online one ... the H.E.M. method ... which was actually useful, and made my ankles stronger. Anyway, the swelling took some time to go down completely, but it finally did - miraculously, the day after a charismatic prayer session at a church camp in mid-November. (Yes, I will say it - Hallelujah! Praise the Lord!)

Importantly, I managed to stay healthy this year - not least because the toot who stressed me out in the office last year was no longer around ... though in my anxiety not to fall ill again, I think I stressed myself out anyway. I had a mild fever the night before the race (37.2 deg C) but was ok on the morning itself.


Back to Race Day

So, on race day - there were so many people at the start line that before we managed to cross the start line, the lead runners had already done their first u-turn and were coming down opposite us on the other side of the street! They had taken some 8 minutes to cover just under 3 km. Amazing.

I started my race with lots of adrenalin and ran too fast. I forced myself to slow down after the first 3 km. I suddenly had hunger pangs at 8 km, and wished I took a larger breakfast. My left knee began to act up too, which caused me some concern. The mile markers at 8 km and 9 km were definitely too close to each other, for I covered the distance in 3 mins, which would make me a world-class marathoner. Ha! At 12 km, as I entered East Coast Park, the lead runner had done his final u-turn and completed about 29 km. He was streaking away a good distance from the rest of the pack. As there were few spectators around, the recreational runners like me who saw him sprint by were cheering him as he passed us on the other side of the road. It was Luke Kibet, who would go on to win in record-breaking time.

I did not see any of my friends, even at the u-turn spots, and began to wonder how far behind I was. Things were reasonably comfortable till 28 km, when I knew that I would be able to complete the marathon. Suddenly, I lost the will to run. My heart was pumping fine (my Polar Heart Rate Monitor told me so ... incidentally, see picture on right for how many calories I had burned by the end of the race!) but my legs felt heavy. My knee no longer gave me problems, and I wasn't cramping, but my shins hurt. I managed to stride along, keeping up a decent pace, stretching when necessary and running whenever I felt like it.

By this point, my thoughts were no longer enough to keep me going, and I was thankful for my music player, which I started using for the first time in the race. I felt a little faint at one point and my stomach felt hard. I wondered if I might be suffering from hyponatraemia, as I had been hydrating assiduously at almost every drink stop. But that passed. Then at 35 km, my legs gave up on me too. I lost the urge to be a masochist. I knew that with each step I walked instead of ran, I was lessening the muscle-ache I would feel the next day. So I walked. But at 37 km, I realised that the more I walked, the longer I would take to get to the finish line. I decided to run and walk every alternate km thereafter.

At about 40 km+, the route passed the F1 pit building, and there was a Ferrari exhibition there! With some 30 to 40 brand new Ferraris lined up. I admired gorgeous 348s, F40s, Testarossas, etc, which provided an excuse to walk and were a welcome distraction from the fatigue.

I was to have started running again at 41 km, all the way to the end. As luck would have it, the 41 km marker was missing. However, when I passed the National Day floating platform, I decided that it was time to start running again. Many runners who had already finished their race lined the walkways, and as the Padang came into view, I found renewed energy. As I passed the 42 km marker, the end was literally in sight. Runners urged their friends to the finish. I gave it my best for my "finishing kick", and was able to overtake so many people that I realised I had too much energy left, which meant I hadn't pushed myself hard enough! I even had energy to pose at the finish-line! (yes I know, looking at the pictures, you'd think I won the race or something ...)

After the exhilaration of crossing the line, all the pain came back. I realised that my feet were killing me. My legs weighed a ton.

I met up with my friends, who all finished ahead of me! When LT (she finished in about 5:45) saw me, she looked a little upset. The first thing she said was something to the effect, "Now I know why people say it's crazy. It's crazy!! Never again." Heh ... we'll see if you come back next year! As for IN, who had run last year and finished in about 5:53 this year, she also said that she wouldn't be running in marathons again. But an elderly man I know who ran in many races in his youth says that one never really gets "cured" of the marathon disease.

Well, I finished my first marathon! The time was 6:04 which is not great, but I lived to tell the tale. The muscle-ache today (the day after) isn't as bad as I thought it would be. At least I can walk. And should be healthy enough to return to work tomorrow! And now I can finally wear my Finisher's T-shirt with pride :-)


Post script: Some crazy stats from the Runpix.com website: I finished 7617th place overall (with 4776 people behind me), and 966th among women, with 887 behind me. And from the 30 km mark to the finish, I passed 849 runners, with 60 passing me.


Friday, October 10, 2008

Bad Wimpfen

This town's name sounds somewhat unfortunate in English ... bad and wimp ... but this was a lovely, quaint old town on the Neckar River in southern Germany.

We stumbled across it on a driving trip to Germany in 1993, when we were looking for a place to stop for the night. My mum was reading the guide book in the car and suddenly said, "There is this town called Bad Wimpfen which the book says is worth seeing. I think we are quite near it." We searched for it on the map, and found our way there.


Approaching the town, its spires caught our eyes and it was a unanimous decision that we would take the guide book's recommendation and check out this town.


It was certainly a decision we wouldn't regret - we loved its charming, twisty, cobblestone streets, as well as its spires. It was a place which looked quite untouched by time ... if not for the cars.







We were even given a large attic room in our hotel, which added to the novelty of the whole experience ... see here, our three heads peeping out of the attic windows - mum, sis and me.



It was a whistle-stop, where we spent our last night in Germany before heading to Frankfurt airport for our flight home the next day. So we did not have much of a chance to explore the town, apart from a short walk on the city walls in the morning mist and around town after breakfast. It was a Sunday morning, so most of the shops were closed.

This was one of those unexpected discoveries which my dad likes to call "serendipity", and one of the pleasures of not travelling with a tour group.

I'm putting up this post 15 years late, because I've just discovered that a friend in San Diego, who was born in Germany, lived in the neighbouring town, Bad Rappenau, and went to high school in Bad Wimpfen! And she'd never heard of anyone who had been to Bad Wimpfen before!

So now you have, Renate :-) It's a small world.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Formula 1!

Formula 1's 800th race, its first-ever night race, and Singapore's first-ever Formula 1 race! Having followed F1 since the days of Nigel Mansell, Alain Prost, Nelson Piquet and Ayrton Senna, I supposed it was inevitable that I got myself a weekend pass, and went down to enjoy the circus.

Our passes on lanyards (left) looked very fancy, and came with a map of the Marina Bay Street Circuit (below).




Friday Practice

We walked around the grounds on Friday, soaking up the atmosphere. I first heard the cars when I was at the Padang. They must have just started out from the pits, some 2 to 3 km away, but we could already hear the roar of the engines, and the sound was like that of jet engines. People around me started applauding - the circus had begun!

I found my way to Turn 13, and caught sight of Kimi
Raikkonen coming around.

After the first practice, we had dinner then went to a nearby
office building to catch a bird's eye view of the track, glittering in the night.

The cars sped down the St Andrew's Road straight and completed it in just over 6 seconds. Amazing!











Qualifying

On to Saturday. The qualifying session was pushed to 10 pm, to give the drivers an extra practice session as they needed extra familiarisation time with the track.


Got a photo of Massa coming
down the start-finish straight (left), and another of him just before he started his flying lap (below).

He earned pole position!





In between, I enjoyed some sights around the track - the Singapore Flyer lit up at night, and even a glimpse of the Ferrari pit.






Race Day

Race Day! The Grandstands were full, and excitement was in the air. Alonso had been fastest in two of the practices, but suffered engine failure during qualifying. He was bitterly disappointed, and was starting a lowly 15th on the grid. Could he weave his way up among the other cars? Could Massa win from pole position? Could Kimi harry Hamilton into a mistake?

Before the race, we had a driver's parade, and here's Kimi in an antique car, being driven by a lady!










Then the race started, and it was down to business ... here's Kimi again, speeding by.









Of course, the drama started soon enough ... Nelson Piquet Jr spun and hit the wall in a wreck, and the safety car came out. Piquet Jr's car looked like it had been sawn off down the middle, and there was concern whether he was alright. He finally climbed out the car unaided, and everyone applauded.

In the confusion that followed, Ferrari had a disastrous pit-stop for Massa, who drove off with the fuel hose still attached to his car (right). It would have been funny if it wasn't so tragic. Poor Massa - he probably saw his Championship hopes slip away that night.

He finally got away (below) after an interminable length of time in the pit lane. But it seemed like his spirit had been defeated, for he never quite raced for the remainder of the race.










After all the pit-stops were completed and the mess was sorted out, who should be leading the race, but Alonso! A sentimental favourite for many, and a popular winner, especially after his misfortune during qualifying. We cheered as he started his final lap, and gave him a standing ovation as he came around to take the chequered flag!

Thus ended an exciting night, capping an enjoyable weekend.
And Kimi? Well, he crashed his car.
Again.
Sigh.

Sunday, June 15, 2008

An English Interlude

Having lived in London for a time, it's always special for me to return to England. I had the chance to do so for a week in April this year on work, as we were sent there to attend a seminar on criminal sentencing.

Warwick University
The seminar was at Warwick University, which I discovered was a short drive from Coventry, famous (among other things) for its statue of Lady Godiva and the (probably apocryphal) story of her (naked) ride through the town. We didn't get to see the statue of Lady G this time though, as we were whisked straight from the Coventry train station to Warwick University.

The campus was nice enough - large grounds, with much nature around. On our second morning there, I couldn't sleep due to the time zone difference. Waking up and peeking out the window, I saw frost on the ground, and decided to pile my clothes on and take a walk outside. It was great! This on the left is Scarman House at sunrise. It is a purpose-built conference centre where our seminar was being held. Pleasant place.


Just opposite Scarman House was what I will term "swan lake", for obvious reasons ... the air was cold, and the lake steaming. The last time I saw this was in the Canadian Rockies, where (it was said) the air temperature was colder than the water temperature, which caused the lake to look like it was "steaming" ... my "A" level education in chemistry should tell me whether this explanation is scientifically accurate, but ... I didn't feel like taxing my brain too much. I just wanted to enjoy my morning walk.


I guess it's the nature of frost which makes it so special ... transient, temporary and disappearing with the appearance of the sun. Not to mention that I never see it at home! I walked around the campus to find all evidence of frost which I could ... some over these shrubs (below), and even some on a bridge (right).












London

Back in London, we visited the Crown Court at Blackfrairs, where we got to sit in with the head judge in a trial! That was good fun, and an opportunity which is not likely to come by again.

I also took the opportunity to watch a musical - nothing very "famous" was playing at the time, so I picked The Lord of the Rings, which proved to have spectacular staging, but so-so songs. Not to mention that it looks as though Viggo Mortenson has broken the mold for Aragorn. It was really a crash-course in LOTR, but then what would you expect for a show with a running time of less than 3 hours, including intermissions? It was nice to visit Theatre Royal Drury Lane again though, for the first time since 1991, where I watched Miss Saigon on our first-ever trip to London.


After our official business was done, I took the walk up the dome of St Paul's Cathedral, which I never got around to doing the last time. The inside of the dome is very grand, and the walk up to the top was quite enjoyable, if marred by the over-zealous policing of the No-Photography Rule by the cathedral staff. I figure that if I've already paid 10 pounds to go in, you'd at least let me take photos for free!

As always, winding staircases are scary, and it was at this point (left) that I somewhat regretted embarking on the climb. But I'd come too far to abandon this! So, as Lady Macbeth would admonish, I screwed my courage to the sticking point, and climbed on. And was rewarded (but of course), with some great views over London!




















Re-treading old ground

Finding myself with some time to spare before my flight home, I decided to let some nostalgia over my student life in London prevail, and so re-visited some old haunts. First up was Louis' Tea Room in Hampstead, that venerable institution presided over by the not-to-be-trifled-with Hungarian matron. She was not there this morning; the place was run by a younger lady (also with a foreign accent) - her daughter, perhaps? But certainly friendlier and less forbidding.

I settled down to my cafe latte and apple strudel, and the strudel was so good I wanted to cry! And that's no exaggeration. The place retained its quaint European-style old world interiors, and I was even served by an old English lady. It was an other-worldly feeling.




I was very pleased after the strudel and walked with a spring in my step ... then I walked past the Hampstead creperie.
Eating a crepe would be too greedy, but not eating one would be passing up something I would not get to experience again for I-don't-know-how-long. So I succumbed. And did not live to regret it :-)

After this, I visited Judd Books, my favourite little bookshop in Marchmont, then had to return to our hotel to catch our taxi to Heathrow. As I exited my last Underground station for this trip, I passed a busker plucking the strings of his guitar in a plaintive song. I felt a twang of sadness at having to leave.

Until the next time, Brittania.

Sunday, January 6, 2008


Jesus in Sandals

The Holy Land – these words conjure up the images of Jesus in sandals, deserts, miracles, and a bygone era.

I do believe that there is a deep-seated desire in any Christian to want to visit the lands which Jesus trod on and lived in. I was no different, even if I am not what you’d describe as the terribly “holy” sort.

I was not too keen on a pure pilgrimage involving hourly prayer and daily masses as I wanted to see other historical sites in the area like Petra and the Masada. So when the opportunity presented itself – a local tour company was running a tour to Jordan and Israel – we signed up.


Jordan and the red soil of Petra

Jordan is a rather poor country, struggling with its dusty streets and scruffy-looking children. However, King Abdullah is valiantly trying to improve his country’s lot, and is placing priority on education for the young. That is an admirable goal, and a good place to start. Indeed, the children whom I saw in the fields (tending to the animals) and villages (just sitting around or playing) seemed a cheerful lot, always enthusiastically waving to us as we passed in our tour bus.

Upon arrival in Amman, we headed for Petra. I had wanted to visit Petra ever since I saw the famous façade of its Treasury in the final scenes of Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. Petra is a city carved out of rock, by a people known as the Nabateans. It is not known what became of them, as they seemed to disappear from the historical record after a brief mention in some documents following a Roman conquest. It thus became fabled as a Lost City, until it was re-discovered by a Swiss explorer in the 1800s.


Indeed, one would never guess it was there – it is hidden at the end of a long winding path down a valley, called the Siq. Along the Siq were carvings on the walls, all of which suggested a more glorious past.

After innumerable twists and turns, the red rock of Petra suddenly parted to reveal the unmistakable façade of the Treasury, or El Khazneh. It is truly a magnificent sight, and it’s unimaginable how ancient craftsmen could create such a monstrous structure with only basic tools. The Treasury is named thus as it is believed to contain some unknown treasure. The whole complex does seem like an archeologist’s fantasy.

It could take probably a week to completely explore the city of Petra, but we only had a morning. After clambering around some of the structures and getting the fine red dust all over our shoes, we had to leave. So out of Jordan we went, and into Israel.




Israel

Israel, with its historical baggage and security issues, was a whole other story. We entered at the Jordan River Border Crossing, and took a couple of hours just to clear immigration. We were met by young but none-too-cheery immigration officers, who looked like they were 18, possibly doing this as national service, and not to happy in their jobs. Worse was the fact that many of us asked them not to stamp our passports as an Israeli stamp in one’s passport this would purportedly prevent us from being allowed entry into Malaysia henceforth. I think that would make me moody too, if I were Israeli – why visit my country when you don’t want evidence of it? Anyway, since my passport was expiring soon, I let them stamp it.

The moment we crossed the border, Israel’s greater wealth and development was immediately perceptible, which probably contributes to the resentment felt by the Arabs against the Jews.

Galilee

Our first stop was at a kibbutz by the Sea of Galilee, the famed lake where Peter plied his trade as a fisherman and on the shores of which Jesus recruited his first disciples. It was a huge, calm-looking lake, and I wondered how the winds could whip up such a squall which scared the disciples so much and which Jesus had to command to be still.


The next morning, we visited the Mount of the Beatitudes, where it is believed Jesus gave his Sermon on the Mount, as the geographical feature of the location is amphitheatre-like, lending itself to the making of a famous speech (or sermon). It was here that I had my first “moment” of the trip – when we stepped out of the bus and I set eyes on the church which has been built there, my heart leapt and I felt inexplicable joy. Was it because this was truly ground that Jesus once trod on? I don’t know. After saying a prayer in the church, we left for Safed, the town from which Kabbalah mysticism originated.

Kabbalah is now in vogue due to celebrity adherents such as Madonna, but Safed remains quite serious and is still full of seriously orthodox-looking Jews. Some even wear a little box on their heads, in which is an extract of the Torah. I do think it takes courage to walk around looking “unusual”, like that, but then orthodox Jews have always stood out in a crowd.

We then returned to Galilee for lunch, where we ate “St Peter’s fish” (it was literally “fish and chips”), and took a ride on a boat in the Sea of Galilee. Our Israeli guide said that non-Christians would take the boat, while the Christians had to walk on the water. Only the Christians laughed. Biblical joke.


Tabgha and
Capernaum

We also stopped by Tabgha, famous for its mosaic of the “five loaves and two fishes”, and at Capernaum, where Peter the disciple lived and where Jesus taught. The city now has the remains of a fishing village and the ruins of a synagogue. Did Jesus step on those very surfaces which I was treading on?


Cana & Nazareth

That evening, we headed to Nazareth, the place where Jesus grew up. A huge church has been built over the place which it is said his mother Mary lived and where the angel Gabriel appeared to her. Just down the hill, perhaps a 30-minute walk away, is Cana, where Jesus performed his first miracle, turning water into wine at the wedding. It is speculated that it would have been his cousin’s or relative’s wedding, and the cities are in such proximity that I could certainly imagine him just walking down the hill to attend it!


Coastal Cities

The next day, we visited a number of cities lying on the coast, by the Mediterranean. First was Acre, an old Crusader town. Second was Haifa, which is now home to the famous Baha’i shrine (left). After a lunch of yummy kebabs, we went to Caesarea, which had been built by King Herod and boasts an acqueduct, an impressive amphitheatre, a Roman theatre (right), and a palace overlooking the sea (below). Much of the palace which jutted out into the sea has been “reclaimed” by the waters, but the amphitheatre is still intact, and I tried running in it, to see what an Olympian or charioteer might have felt like. We stopped at Tel Aviv for the night, and enjoyed a walk in its street market, where we bought the sweetest red peppers and deadliest desserts. We had a whistle-stop in Jaffa the next morning, famous for the oranges. It was our last coastal town. We were heading for the place we came to see – The Holy City of Jerusalem.


The Mount of Olives

Before entering Jerusalem, we stopped at the Mount of Olives, for a view of the city. With the golden Dome of the Rock glinting in the sun, the city was a magnificent sight. The winds whipped us numb, though, and we clambered back into the bus quickly.


We then visited Gethsamane, where Jesus prayed after The Last Supper and was arrested. Across the valley from Gethsamane was Jerusalem, and a house of David, in which it is believed Jesus
might have had The Last Supper. It was fascinating to see how all these locations were in close proximity to each other – it certainly brought the Bible to life, seeing how Jesus could have walked across the valley to Gethsemane after his last supper, then be brought back by the Roman soldiers to Jerusalem after his arrest.


O Jerusalem

We then visited the Wailing Wall, which is all that’s left of the original Temple of Solomon (model on right). The Temple was destroyed by Nebuchadnezzar, rebuilt by Babylonian exiles, then burnt down by Titus. What now stands on the Temple Mount, over the ruins of the Temple, is the golden Dome of the Rock, erected by Muslims. It is of course a highly-desired piece of real estate and coveted by the Muslims and Jews alike. The Jews re-took this territory after the Six Day War, but then allowed it to be placed under Muslim administration. No doubt, Jews would dearly love to see their Temple re-built over this site, but tearing down the Dome or even moving it away would surely spark World War III. I asked our Israeli guide whether it pained him to see the most holy Jewish site being occupied by a Muslim structure. He said, “Of course, but what can you do? We are now regarded as the stronger power and since we are stronger, we must yield and protect the site for the occupied peoples now.”

Jerusalem, a holy city claimed by three major world religions. It is a cauldron containing a brew waiting to bubble over. There seemed to be was a rather strong police and military presence in Israel-occupied Jerusalem, and I felt rather safe there. Thus, it was with trepidation that I embarked on the next part of the trip: an excursion into the West Bank – into Palestine, to see Bethlehem, the birthplace of Jesus.

We reached the border with Palestine, and I saw the famous “separation wall” which had been built by the Israelis, to much controversy. It was supposed to keep suicide bombers out of Israel, but many said that it was to keep the Palestinians in; locked-in. Indeed, it could be perceived that way, as the wall is high and imposing. Once we crossed over into Palestine, I saw dusty roads, crumbling buildings, broken windows, abandoned shops. It looked like a war zone, and reminded me of the Palestinian suicide-bomber film “Paradise Now”. I dearly wished I could have taken photographs, but did not dare stick my camera out of the bus window too often! Our first stop was a souvenir shop run by Arabs which sold Christian paraphernalia – crosses, crucifixes, rosaries. It was the triumph of capitalism and commercialism over religion.

We were finally brought to the location which it is said was the birthplace of Jesus – once again, like other “holy sites” we saw, looked nothing like what might have been 2000 years ago. Yet again, a huge church had been built over the spot where it is said the manger stood, and we had to descend some steps to see this location, below the church. While standing in queue to reach the spot, I had my second “moment” of the trip – a sudden but clear vision of a woman and her baby, and I knew that it was Mary with the baby Jesus. The spot itself was highly ornamented and didn’t lend itself to prayer, what with dozens of persons photographing the spot (like me) and trying to touch it. I said a prayer, but the moment was unreal.

We then headed back into Israeli-occupied Jerusalem, where it had become very cold. We walked in the Jewish Quarter, then did some shopping in a local street market.

The next morning, we realized why it had been so cold the day before. Snow was falling. In the Middle East. In March.

The Stations of the Cross

Our last outing in Jerusalem was to follow the Stations of the Cross – the route Jesus took from Pilate’s palace where he was tried and condemned to death, up through the city bearing his cross, and to the place where he was crucified.

The steps are paved over now, and don’t lend a sense of the difficulty of the journey Jesus must have taken, apart from the fact that it is a steady uphill. When we got to the Fourth Station (Jesus meets his mother), it might be said that it was strange, but I had a strong feeling of the presence of Mary. It was my last “moment” of this trip.

At the location where it is said Jesus’ cross stood, there is … of course, a huge church, the Church of the Holy Sepulchre. It also contains an empty tomb. As our Israeli guide said, “Of course the tomb is empty, because if it isn’t, then we’re in trouble.” Another religious joke.

Our last stop for the day was the Yad Vashem museum, showing the horrors of the Holocaust. It was difficult to walk through the museum and emerge with dry eyes.


The desert and the Dead Sea

The next morning, our last in Israel, we stopped at Qumran, where the Dead Sea Scrolls were found. We then made our way to the Masada, a fortress I had wanted to see for some time, ever since I heard of its legend. The last zealots held out there for months under siege from the Romans. When the Romans finally gained access into the fortress, they found that all the Jews had killed themselves (leaving some women and children to tell the tale). However, to show that they had not starved to death, they left cisterns full of food. Legend had it that it was a voluntary sacrifice, and for a long time, recruits of the Israeli army took their oath of allegiance on the Masada, declaring that “Masada shall not fall again.”

But that is the legend. Recent studies found that the remaining zealots had not voluntarily taken their own lives, but were effectively forced to do so by their leader. This somewhat punctured the romance surrounding the story of the fortress, and from that time, the army recruits no longer took their oath of allegiance on Masada.

Still, it remains an impressive sight, a ridiculous fortress built on a rock in the middle of the desert, built by Herod as a holiday bungalow of sorts for himself. A path snakes upwards to the fortress, which I walked down (after taking the cable car up), just so I could say I’d walked the Snake Path!

We then reached the Dead Sea and took a dip in it … pictures I’d seen in books of people floating in the water and being able to hold a book and read it are true! It’s impossible to swim in the water and impossible to drown. It was very easy to float in it, and a lot of fun to play in! One’s skin felt really crinkly after that, though.


Thus ended our trip to the Holy Land. I felt more acquainted with the lands of Jesus, and even discovered certain details about the Bible which I hadn’t realized previously, for example, that Jesus was not quite baptized in the Jordan river, but at Bethany, beyond the Jordan, as stated in the Gospel of John. I needed an Arab Muslim – our Jordanian guide – to tell me this! And to cap it off, I had my own miracle of this trip – when we came down from the Masada, I was informed through sms’s that I’d been promoted for a second consecutive year. Amazing, but true. Just like the greatest story ever told.

Monday, December 3, 2007

Another Kind of Journey

The Best Laid Plans

Crazy idea? Check.
Willing confederates? Check.
Shoes & gear? Check.
Training plan? Check.
Fast music in my MP3 player? Check.

What else did I need to run the marathon?

I needed not to get sick just before it.

Sadly, a combination of stress at work and perhaps failing to take proper care of myself led me to come down with a fever the Sunday before the race, and flu symptoms four days later, on Thursday! What bad timing.

While the flu symptoms disappeared by Friday, the good (old) doctor I saw (clearly not the sporty type) "strongly advised" me not to run on Sunday, scaring me that "once you have flu symptoms, it's not advisable to do strenuous exercise until 2 weeks later. You can get a heart attack. Light exercise, can. But to run so much, not a good idea. OK? Understand? I hope you understand, ok?"

Of course I didn't understand. He didn't understand. After all, he didn't know the innumerable hours I put into training, the hundreds of miles I ran, the muscle aches, the abrasions I endured, a giant blister, planning my training routes to make up the miles, trying out gross gooey PowerGels. To give it all up now because some toot in the office overloaded me with too much work, the air in the office building is too full of toxic mould and the temperature is set way too cold? I think not. The thought of having all my training go to waste was too painful.

But then, I could not mess with my life, and my sister extracted a promise from me that I would not turn her birthday into my death anniversary. So I promised her that I would not die on race day.

Some said that there was no point even going down if I knew I wasn't going to do the full marathon - that it should be "all or nothing". But there was no way I was doing "nothing", and if "all" would kill me, then something in between was fine by me. At least I'd know that I went down and tried.

So after a day's reflection (and not without much sadness), I decided that I would start the race, but if my body told me to stop, I would stop. It's funny, how all the non-runners advised me not to run, while the runners told me that they understood my predicament, that I could not but try. So I pinned my bib to my t-shirt, and wrote down my "Reason to Run" (see picture below). A modest goal then, (notice it doesn't say "To finish 42 km"), but one necessitated by circumstances. It would also remind me of my promise to my sister, and to my mum, who said she could not afford to lose a daughter.























Almost a Marathon

On to race morning!

I stood in the dark with thousands of similarly crazy people, including my friends FN and IN. The gun went off, and down the Esplanade Bridge we went! Within minutes of the run, my Polar Heart Rate Monitor told me that my "maximum" heart rate for the day should not exceed 73% of my maximum. Which, as any user of this gadget would know, is really quite low. I normally get an "83%" reading. Bad sign. Within a kilometre, my heart rate had reached its "maximum" for the day. Crap. I ran on for another kilometre, then slowed down.

At the half hour point, the lead pack had already done their first u-turn and came running down the opposite side of the road from us. They were so fast it was ridiculous! 8 or 10 African men, sprinting in the dark, so fast they were gone in an instant ... it was surreal, and quite a sight to behold. A reward for waking up at 4 am on a Sunday!

Some time later, the half-marathoners caught up with us, and a blind runner with his (non-blind) friend running alongside him led the pack. They were tied together at the wrist and they, too, were sprinting like there was no tomorrow. It was an incredible, inspirational sight.

I continued jogging, and saw some "full marathoners" walking by 6 km, and others cramping by 10km!! It was truly upsetting, because I knew that I was faster, better-trained and better-conditioned than these folks, and I could kick their butts on any other day! Except today. And they'd probably finish the race, but not me. I wanted to cry. Why does myocarditis kill you if you are doing strenuous exercise, but not when you're doing light exercise? If the viruses are going to attack your heart anyway, they will attack your heart anyway, right?

But by 12 km, my heart was protesting and (dare I say it?) there was a slight ache in my chest. Maybe it was because that was when I really knew that I wouldn't be finishing the marathon today, but I listened to my body and started walking. I also decided that I would at least try to cover more distance than I'd ever done before.

So I walked on, looking for a suitable time to make my u-turn. I could not turn before the Kenyans came by, or the first women runners, or the first Singaporean female runner! So I waited, and got to see the lead pack come down opposite us again, at about 40 km, still sprinting for dear life. Last year's winner, Matui, was running second, and looked to be too far behind the leader to win, unless he pulled off a stunning last 2 km. But that was his race.

By the time I reached an appropriate u-turn point, I still did not see enough female runners coming in the opposite direction. So I walked on. After which, the routes split! Alamak! Now even if I wanted to, I could not u-turn! So I walked some more! I reached 18 km, and found myself at East Coast Park. Most of the people around me were walking by now, which was another sore point, since I knew I could easily run 18 km on any other day. When I was almost at the 20 km mark, I stopped for the first time. This was the moment of reckoning. I knew that the final u-turn was at 26 km. It was "only" 6 more km, but it was 6 km there and back. And that was 12 km too far for me. I was beginning to tire, and remembered my promise to my mum and sister.

And so I turned around. And as a punishment from the god of marathons for cheating, I promptly stepped into a huge pool of mud, which turned my entire right shoe brown, and even my sock got soaked through. I had to stop at a toilet to wash my shoe and wring my sock dry. A cartoon stop along my journey.

After my u-turn, the first distance marker I saw was 33 km. I did the maths and my heart sank ... that's another 9.195 km!!! Good grief! At about 34 km, FN caught up with me (having already gone to 26 km and back). We exchanged a few words, and off he went. He went on to finish in 4:40.

At about this time, I seriously regretted walking so far. I was tired, and sat down on the pavement for a good 5 minutes. That's when the fatigue hit. I wanted to lie down, and seriously considered asking the medics nearby to give me a ride on the motorcycle to the finish line. But that would be giving up. So I got up and walked on, and took it 1 km at a time. I looked forward to drink stops to break the monotony, and sat down again at 36, then at 38, and at 40! Boy, they were long miles.

I think my "Reason to Run" tag inspired many runners, since I had a few runners exchange a word with me about it, and even some who used it to encourage me not to give up! There was a point when I was veering off to the pavement in a bid to sit and rest again, when a German man came up behind me and said, "No! No! Don't stop! Meet your goal! Get to the finish line!" And so I walked on.

As the morning wore on, I saw runners just stop short in pain from cramps and who were not able to move, people grimacing in agony, and wondered, really, why we do this to ourselves. It's complete masochism, and complete insanity. At about the five hour mark, I admitted to myself that I was crazy, and promised not to do this again.

So I slowly walked along, taking care to keep my heart rate in check, and finally got to see those elusive markers at 39, 40 and 41! At which point a pacer for finishing the marathon in 5:30 came up behind me and said, "Ma'am! Standing is not the way to cross the finish line! You've got to run! Come on!" And I gave him a thumbs up and let him run on ... all this time praying that I would not collapse before the finish line, as I was beginning to feel a little light-headed.

We finally reached the Esplanade, and the end was within reach! Everyone around me found impetus to start running again ... except me, who had to keep my heart rate below 73% of maximum ... and by the time we got into the Esplanade, all these people who had finished their races (half marathon and 10 km) were standing there cheering ... and I couldn't run! I was sad. (Here on the left in an official photo, looking quite unheroic). IN overtook me at the Esplanade and went on to finish in 5:21.


But when I finally came around to St Andrew's Road, I had reached the 42 km mark and there was less than 200m to go! Seriously, you cannot not run when you're in that home stretch ... so I ran, sending my heart rate skyrocketing, but it was only for 200m, so who cares? (Here on the right, finally crossing the finish line).


So after 5h 23 mins, the odyssey was over! I completed 30 km, which is more than I'd ever done in a road race or in training. I exchanged my ChampionChip for my medal and finishers' t-shirt ... ok, they were not quite deserved as I didn't complete the whole 42.195 km, but I did the best I could today without killing myself, and I think I earned it!